sticky situation

dont you want to pretend nothing had happened when faced with a sticky situation? it's natural human reaction. something that differentiates humans from animals but sadly, why are you not using it logically? of all the available options, why choose the worst of the batch? run away, hide and secretly wish that everything will be back to its previous state. stop being a naive coward! face the consequences. you know very well that every single move you make now will not only affect you alone. stop doing things just for the kick. start to spare a thought for the people around you.

and you! stop using it too well. stop trying to shift/push/deny all responsibilities. what is the point of drawing such a clear line when everyone is working towards a common goal? you are only working towards destruction if you refuse to blur that line. if you think that all is about you doing your own job well, leave me alone! i dont hang out with a team destructor. stop whining because you are doing just a little bit more than what you used to do. overlaps are bound to happen. if not, the world will be free from troubles. problems are clearly defined and distinctive. everything has a fixed solution and standard outcome. what is there to worry about when things are crystal clear?

i should be able to go back to sleep when things start to move. i am currently in this sick state of mind. it is freaking early morning at 3am now and i am still not going to sleep. my mind is on standby but my legs refuse to move an inch. and soon when my energy is completely burnt out, i will be sick. rain, sun, hot and cold. stop giving me awkward combinations of temperature before my body decides to go on a riot. the changes that are happening around me is sometimes too overwhelming for my body frame. i can sense the changes slowly affecting my mood everyday, and slowly my temper will get worse and finally i will erupt like a volcano. i want to have a day or two to sit back, look at things again and have a long chat over a drink.